Actual Highschool now

Yesterday I posted about my past... Not present. I really am scared about these next four years... New friends, new people, new first things that are probably going to happen. I'm 5'9" (still growing) and even though I'm seen strong, tough, and not scared, underneath my outer strong layer, I'm just as scared as the average person. I'm scared of what people think of me the most. I'm scared of bad grades also. I'm just as scared as a person who is 4'11' would be. I've experienced a lot more this year then I have ever in my life. Lots of new people... I meet a new person almost everyday... I still wonder how I know all of there names... That's all I got for today...
Hannah Galbreth

Creating the very first blog post!

Hi guys! I'm a Freshman at Compass Academy... I really like it here... Okay continuing on. The reasons I'm starting this is to show everyone that I'm not your average 14 year old. I was bullied growing up and I doubt I would be alive if I didn't have my supporting mom and most of all God. I know that's cheesy but seriously. I see people everyday who don't turn to God to problems and there life is miserable! I'm Lutheran (not active at a church though) and those days when I didn't want to do anything and just hide from everyone and never see anyone again and just sleep and never wake up, I would pray and things would get better. I remember one morning looking up at the sky and thinking "Why of all reasons are you treating me like this! I pray, I'm healthy, I don't do drugs, and you treat me like this"? I mean it drove me insane to think that I loved God but apparently he didn't love me! I went to school almost everyday and I got bullied. I mean not pushed around bullied but I've been called bitch, whore, fat, ugly, and *sarcasm* my personal favorite "Why are you even still alive you mother fucker"countless amounts of time. Since then I've moved and my attitude has changed a lot. The other day someone called me a whore and I had a flashback to every time someone said something mean to me. I realized why God put me through that after that, to make life easier for the future. I would of started crying or comeback really angry but instead I just didn't say anything. I walked out of the room and the guy chased after me apologizing tons and tons of times. I then went on to know that later on he thought I liked him and he was just kissing up to me. I wasn't really affected to this at all. I just started walking away... I didn't really think much of him because I didn't know him very well. I just went on with my business and tried to ignore that part of my day. I know that sounds really weird but if your getting bullied, and I know this is weird and really hard to do. Just ignore that girl/guy. It gets better if you do this and think of the happy side of your life. The reason I'm still alive is because once, I woke up and realized that someone out there needs me; I was gifted to do amazing things and I will always be happy. No matter what I do I will always look on the happy side of life because somewhere, out there, I was needed by someone. Ever since then I've wanted to go into the Medical Field, so I will always help someone so that I won't be that one person who was always trying to kill herself/crying herself to sleep.
This is my blog so far! Thanks for reading,
Hannah Galbreth