Hi guys! I'm a Freshman at Compass Academy... I really like it here... Okay continuing on. The reasons I'm starting this is to show everyone that I'm not your average 14 year old. I was bullied growing up and I doubt I would be alive if I didn't have my supporting mom and most of all God. I know that's cheesy but seriously. I see people everyday who don't turn to God to problems and there life is miserable! I'm Lutheran (not active at a church though) and those days when I didn't want to do anything and just hide from everyone and never see anyone again and just sleep and never wake up, I would pray and things would get better. I remember one morning looking up at the sky and thinking "Why of all reasons are you treating me like this! I pray, I'm healthy, I don't do drugs, and you treat me like this"? I mean it drove me insane to think that I loved God but apparently he didn't love me! I went to school almost everyday and I got bullied. I mean not pushed around bullied but I've been called bitch, whore, fat, ugly, and *sarcasm* my personal favorite "Why are you even still alive you mother fucker"countless amounts of time. Since then I've moved and my attitude has changed a lot. The other day someone called me a whore and I had a flashback to every time someone said something mean to me. I realized why God put me through that after that, to make life easier for the future. I would of started crying or comeback really angry but instead I just didn't say anything. I walked out of the room and the guy chased after me apologizing tons and tons of times. I then went on to know that later on he thought I liked him and he was just kissing up to me. I wasn't really affected to this at all. I just started walking away... I didn't really think much of him because I didn't know him very well. I just went on with my business and tried to ignore that part of my day. I know that sounds really weird but if your getting bullied, and I know this is weird and really hard to do. Just ignore that girl/guy. It gets better if you do this and think of the happy side of your life. The reason I'm still alive is because once, I woke up and realized that someone out there needs me; I was gifted to do amazing things and I will always be happy. No matter what I do I will always look on the happy side of life because somewhere, out there, I was needed by someone. Ever since then I've wanted to go into the Medical Field, so I will always help someone so that I won't be that one person who was always trying to kill herself/crying herself to sleep.
This is my blog so far! Thanks for reading,
Hannah Galbreth
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